Charlottesville
March 15, 2023
I thought I had posted this article last week. It's another missive from Susan David.
This article hit me right upside my head. My development of my emotional skills toolbox has been a recent development. I'm not blaming my 'rents but if I learned anything from them it was neither explicit nor helpful. One was stoic and one was ... well, it doesn't matter. (Caveat -- my sisters and I might not agree on that description.). They did what they needed to do and that's good.
Since nothing was explicit, what I learned was by observation. I learned to not show any negative emotions and to be quiet and stoic. Bottle it up kid. I've learned that bottling is a sure way to eventually have the Black Dog visit.
I'm proud I have now developed a healthy toolbox of emotional skills. Like Ms. David says, our emotions provide us data. Not bad, not good, just data. I've learned resilience, not to believe everything I think, to check my assumptions, to be curious and kind. I've learned to identify shame, the shoulds and the supposed to's and not let them dictate my actions, thoughts and feelings.
Susan David's missive:
Did you grow up believing that anger is wrong?
Maybe your parents told you, "we don’t do anger in this house,” or perhaps these scary feelings prompted punishment or orders to calm down and cheer up. Whether it’s explicitly stated or merely implied, anger’s bad reputation can prevent children and adults from having a healthy relationship with their emotions.
Even if we grew up in an environment where certain emotions were not welcome, it's essential to cultivate an understanding that any feeling is okay.
There’s nothing wrong with worry, jealousy, or anger. This doesn’t mean we give ourselves or our children license to act on all emotions—jealousy over a classmate’s new doll wouldn’t justify snatching it for one’s own. But all of us, no matter our age, should have license to feel what we feel.
Like all emotions, anger provides us with valuable data about our inner lives.
Maybe it’s signaling that there’s a part of you that's feeling unseen or unsupported. Perhaps you’re letting yourself be drawn into frustrating situations. Or the anger might be a sign that your values are being challenged. Investigate your anger with curiosity, perhaps by journaling about it.
Ask yourself questions such as:
Where does this anger stem from?
What is it trying to tell me?
What can I learn from it?
What values does it point to?
What small step can I take that will serve those values for the longer ?
Anger can be a particularly difficult emotion for those in caregiving roles.
No matter how much love is in our hearts, the constant needs of children or elderly parents can leave our nerves frayed. My advice? Have compassion for yourself.
What you're doing is tough. Recognize when you need to ask for help, and consider what type of support you need. Maybe you need a friend to give you a hug or a neighbor to check in on Mom and Dad while you take that much-needed vacation.
You are at your caregiving best when you look after yourself as well. When you take measures to meet your own needs, everyone stands to benefit.
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